Temporary Insomnia
 | Current mood:  sleepy Category: Life Tonight I'm tired but I can't sleep. There's too much going on in my head and while I should probably just take a sleep aide and lay down, I won't. I know it's just temporary. This happens every now and then and if I just ride it out by writing it out I should be relaxed enough, soon enough, to go to sleep. I had a weird dream last night. I was in Bend in the middle of winter. I think it was after Christmas because lights were still up but there weren't any Christmas trees around. I was there for my wedding. It was the day before the wedding and we had rented out a lodge for all the guests. I was sitting in a large suite with a few of my friends and we were doing last minute fittings and alterations. It was crazy because everything was pretty much ready so we were all really calm and collected - just enjoying our time together. I remember my mom and her sister coming into the room and sitting down on a sofa in the corner... my two sisters-in-law were there, too, talking about their kids... The phone rang and I answered it - it was the groom but I don't know who it was... School starts in a little over a month. I'm excited, concerned, happy and a little bummed all at once. I had way too much sodium today and not nearly enough water. My fingers and toes feel like fat sausages. Oh. That did it. I yawned, my eyes are watering and I just had to spell "sausages" like 10 times before I got it right. Goodnight. I love you. |
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