Help a sistah out...

July 1, 2008 - Tuesday

Current mood: hopeful
Category: Life

I'm in a slump. Working nights is really great but it's taking a toll on my body clock, my mind, and my drive. With my schedule being so whacky I'm finding it really hard to do the things that I need to do to stay on track. I'm not praying regularly, not reading my Bible consistently, (consistantly? dude, I can't even spell) I'm not journaling every day... I'm not even blogging like normal. Furthermore my eating and sleeping is too much one day not enough the next, and I'm getting little or no physical activity in. Schedule-wise, when I'm not working, I'm all OVER the place.

Next week I start back on days - working for the Gervais school district doing summer school for their special ed program. Please pray that I get back on track. I know the responsibility is mine; that it all comes down to choices. That's another thing I need prayer for. I realize I'm not a good night shift person - I did it right after high school (previously I put college but that was wrong, cuz I was tired, lol) for about a year and I remember (now) that this same sort of thing happened. Thankfully it hasn't been a whole year, and hopefully I'll get something back in one of the school districts when school starts up again. Also, in home healthcare is a great field but I don't believe it's what God wants me to do full time or as a career. Anyways, pray for me. I just wanna get back on track. Life is much better for me when I'm regimented, and right now I'm NOT regimented.

Thanks in advance - God is good!

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