Phone Blog: Withdrawals

September 30, 2008 - Tuesday

Current mood: melancholy
Category: Life
When I haven't had my mocha. When I haven't had my sweets. When I haven't felt the rain in days or slept in just washed sheets. When Friday won't come fast enough and Sunday ends too soon. When it's been a while since I've sat outside and stared up at the moon. When Christmas comes without the snow and low-key times are few. When life slows down and I discover how much I miss you.

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