There are days...

January 12, 2008 - Saturday

Current mood: adored
Category: Life

when you can be absolutely sure of God's existence. On those days it doesn't take faith, it's just so obvious. I love those days. I wake up with a smile on my face, feeling rested, knowing I had good dreams even though I don't remember them. It doesn't matter that it's 5:00 AM and it's still dark outside, or that I have to leave my really warm bed for the cold hallway... God is in His Heaven and I am here on Earth and everything is as it should be. On days like these you could bring in the best debate team in the world to argue against the existence of God and my simple reply would be the stupid grin on my face accompanied by a slow blink and shake of my head. A look that would say, "Nothing you say will matter, but good for you for trying."

God, You are SO good. Regardless of the hurts and the dissappointments, despite the struggles and trials YOU are GOOD. Whether I have a great day with many successes or I screw up SO badly, YOU remain the same: Wonderful, Counselor, Almighty God, Alpha and Omega, Abba Father, Holy...

Amen.

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