Poison
 | Current mood:  frustrated Category: Food and Restaurants Today I made the huge mistake of going to Burger King for breakfast. I got a breakfast burrito and one of their new mocha drinks. Within an hour I was sorry. Within two hours I was miserable. As I write, I'm irritated. I have come to realization that certain things are simply poison for me. Even before I had the problems with my gallbladder I was really sensitive to certain kinds of foods and combinations of foods. I have a diagnosed stomach problem that I have, for the most part, ignored over the past year. That's ridiculous! I sat on my bed folding clothes and I asked myself if I would poison a pet...y'know, everyday put a little bit of anti-freeze or rat poison into my dog's or cat's food dish: not enough to kill them, but enough to make them so sick they threw up or had diarrhea. Of course I wouldn't? So why the crap would I do it to myself? It just doesn't make sense! The blood type book I'm reading is really kicking my butt. I've been SO detrimental to myself over the years! I can't blame my poor health or discomfort on anyone else but me. I've got to stop poisoning myself, because that's what it is: poison. I've also got to look at other ways I poison myself - non-eating ways. This is a pivotal realization I've made. A friend of mine used the word, "toxic" the other day. That's what I am right now; toxic. I need to de-tox. |
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